Sooooooo, This is my first journal entry. I am not entirely sure what I should write, but i guess i will start off writing about what's been bothering me lately. Sorry about grammar and spelling by the way :) i'm not a writer.
I just wanna say that in recent months i have actually gained a lot more confidence then i used to have. I am still very awkward, shy and my own worst critic, but its gotten better. Since April of this year if felt slightly better about the way i look. I don't see myself as this ugly, fat beast anymore. The fat and skin issues are still there, but with a little makeup and one of my sweatshirts, i don't feel as self con